1  When I am in the natural man,
    How very strong I feel I am,
    I do not know, I cannot scan
          How weak I am.
 
 
 2  When in the world I have my life,
    I cannot sense my failure rife,
    But boasting in my earnest strife,
          I forward press.
 
 
 3  When I within the darkness dwell,
    My shallow state I cannot tell,
    I only think how I excel,
          And proudly dream.
 
 
 4  But when at last I come to Thee,
    Thy searching light uncovers me,
    I see what I could never see —
          My self exposed.
 
 
 5  I wither 'neath Thy piercing ray,
    And all my strength dissolves away,
    My self-esteem in dust I lay,
          And lowly bow.
 
 
 6  How blind and foolish is the pride
    With which my soul was fortified;
    From my dark heart, self-satisfied,
          It issued forth.
 
 
 7  There's not a thing that pride can claim,
    There's not a member but is lame,
    There's only deep regret and shame,
          How can I pray?
 
 
 8  Thy blood from judgment saveth me,
    Thy life from wrath delivers me,
    How filthy yet in poverty
          I really am.
 
 
 9  I want to pray, but faith have not,
    I fain would seek Thee as Thou art.
    Oh, canst Thou e'er renew my heart,
          Have mercy, Lord!